Wednesday, January 9, 2013

News Flash: You are not even decent at what you do!

I'm way too annoyed to even blog cohesive thoughts right now.

Right now...I feel like the little engine that could, "I think I can. I think I can. I think I can." With only one stipulation...at some point, in the next 5 months - some snob will get a piece of my mind. It will be at that point that they wish they NEVER crossed my path. They will soon discover that you don't mess with a woman and her passion for teaching, her students, and her good will. Good luck to you, sir or madam - you are going to need it.

B.

Conferences Are Good For My Teaching Ego

I find it amusing that this is my most challenging year teaching, and yet, I still get great feedback from parents while conferencing about their children. Believe me, I, in no way, shape or form, think I am a perfect teacher or the best there is - I just enjoy knowing I am still doing my job well even with all the obstacles I've had to overcome this year. It means the world to know that my students enjoy school, even though I "run a tight ship".

In other news, as I was planning for the 2nd semester - I realized how quickly the rest of this year is going to go by! I am stoked :) I'm going to keep myself busy here, work hard, play hard, and sleep harder to pass the time.

Why am I watching Full House?

Why is Zack Morris' voice on a TurboTax commercial?

Why am I not getting ready for work...

Sunday, January 6, 2013

Honeymoon Period is Over!

So much has changed since moving out here - not to mention NEVER having the time to blog! However, it is my out...how I vent without really saying anything - putting words to "paper" takes a huge weight off my shoulders. Let me catch you up with a long story short:

After my "promotion" - I started a lot of curriculum development and research. I had next to NO time last year to do anything especially after my 60 mile drive every day and after leaving work around 7 pm every night...but, I managed to make a couple good friends - one's that I can trust, in work and outside of work. That made things bearable here, but it's not enough to keep me.

This year - true colors were revealed. I'm disappointed on so many levels, but am doing everything I can to be at the top of my game and do what I do best - teach. The school sent me to Europe this summer to study Shakespeare, which was amazing! They obviously see a lot in me and my dedication to teaching, which I hope to bring back to the east coast...

And so, I've said it...I revealed my plan. I want to be back home - I tried to make this place my home...but I realized I was crazy in even thinking I could make a place my home without my family and friends. Family and friends equal home, not where I am. It gets so unbelievably painful here at times...but Audrey gets me through it - and it's only 5 months before I'm back. It flies while teaching :)

I have so many good things going on in NJ - a promising job, my family, my friends, and good things ;)

For now, I'm here...working hard, teaching my kiddos, keeping my pup company (or maybe it's the other way around), and getting my head straight before coming home. I should also have some fun visitors to break up the 5 month wait - so, I'm stoked.

Sorry, Arizona - I thought I could do this, but as it turns out...family and friends conquer all things :)

I hope to blog...at least three times a week - hopefully my ventings will get good and entertain the masses :)

Goodnight!